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November 29, 2005

All you wanted was snow

All you wanted was snow for your birthday. We didn't have the heart to tell you that the weather man was calling for unseasonably high temps..and rain. But you wanted snow. And snow is what you got. I will never forget the look on your face when you walked down the stairs and saw the paper snowflakes that your Dad and Brother made for you after you went to bed. I hung them with thread from the ceiling after I came home from work...so that the birthday girl could have her wish..... Its the one day that ALL of your wishes and dreams SHOULD come true....

Today you are 5.
Today, as you told me this morning...you are no longer a baby.
You are a child..full of laughter and love.
You have the eyes of a hawk
A laugh that reminds me of the bubbles in soda pop...fizzy, light and airy.
A heart as big as the world (and the purest love for all things)
Your creativity astounds me...
You "know how to be an artist"

You love all things pink and purple
All things girly ( although i still haven't figured out where that trait came from)
and climbing trees and getting dirty.
I love the way you feel the need to take care of people..myself included...
the way you were worried about Papa eating cake.."Cause aren't you too old to eat cake now Papa?"

You make me feel young,
You make me feel old
You make me want to pull out my hair sometimes....

But you are the future.
You are the woman of tomorrow..full of strength, and opinions ( a trait i fear you may have inherited from me....Sorry about that!)
But for tonight, as you curl up with your teddy bears and your new Dora Pillow...

You are still my little girl.....chocolate smeared face and all......


Happy 5th Birthday Bug
I love you

November 26, 2005

Saturday.... Gotta love them...especially when

Saturday.... Gotta love them...especially when you don't have to work. And your fave hockey team will be on Hockey night in Canada. And you will be home to watch it.

I will not be answering the phone.
We have munchies....blankets and pillows...
And its a Saturday Night.

MMMMMMM....Hockey.
A sure sign of winter.

Now if the snow would just stay........

November 23, 2005

Yes I realize its been

Yes I realize its been a week, but you know when you just get into those ruts...I just couldn't seem to drag myself over to this machine. Yes I popped in to my fave reads, but i just didn't have it in me to write anything. I have however been cooking up a storm..trying to sock stuff away for the winter ( yes i think in a previous life i may have been a squirrel). Last Friday i made what may have been the best stew i have ever made.....there should have been enough for us to eat for quite a few meals...however there doesn't appear to be much left....hope i can re-create it later! Lots of muffins and i also made chicken stock, which yeterday i turned into Chicken noodle soup...although not the best batch i have done, it is better than the cannned stuff. Also on the stove was a big pot of spaghetti sauce...Keith has been craving spaghetti and since it freezes well...i am happy to oblige!

Tomorrow is the American Thanksgiving...I am envious of you over there who seem to just jump onto this holiday and make it such a huge deal. Maybe its because Canadians are very low key, but Thanksgiving is not as huge here as you guys make it there.

Normally i would tune in tomorrow to the Macy's parade and watch all of the Holiday programming..but i am working midnight tonight, then home for a few hours before going back in and working a 16 hour shift. So no parade for me this year..although i could tape it and watch it Friday....Hmmmmm?!

Bug's birthday is coming up on Monday...I cannot believe she will be 5 already!
Yesterday she came into the kitchen and wanted to know if i was done listening to Yo MaMa....after i stopped laughing i looked at her and said...No Honey, i am not done listening to YoYo Ma....(one of my faves for cooking to...)

Scattered thoughts today, much like the snow that is falling outside....
I'll do better tomorrow......

November 17, 2005

I have but one word

I have but one word for you all....

SNOW!!!!

I have seen it, and i have done the snowflake dance...and i am one happy camper!

It only gave me a few flakes, but it was enough to send me dancing through the house, twirling and doing the snowflake dance! I am sorry to all of those that may be offended by the mere thought of the freezing white stuff.....but

I AM CANADIAN...and i love the snow!!!!!

You can now continue with whatever it was that you were doing....I'm going to find my hat and mittens!

November 14, 2005

My Mom got her pathology

My Mom got her pathology results back from the tumour that was found. All is good. We are all sleeping a little better now that we know that everything is fine, but it really felt like a very long week of "what ifs". Especially this weekend. Sunday marked the 3rd anniversary of Faith's death. It was a hard day for Keith, Papa and all of the siblings...made more difficult by a large misunderstanding on a family members part. I would have given anything to have Nana here to smooth things over, the way she used to. I would have loved to have seen her smile and tilt her head the way she did when she thought you were getting all out of sorts for nothing. This past week, while waiting for my own mothers test results, i found myself thinking of Faith more than usual. She was a woman who had incredible strength and beauty. She was a woman you would not want to mess with...for although she seemed very quiet and reserved...she had a temper. One that i was glad to have only witnessed but a few times. She was fiercely protective of her family, like a mother bear guarding her cubs. She was the one i called on to answer the hard questions about parenting and life.. and although she very rarely gave you the answers, she helped you arrive at the decision that was the right one for you.

I loved her laugh.
I miss her hugs.
I wish she was here.

I miss you Faith
May you be peaceful and pain free
Far away from the cancer that took you from us way to soon.

November 13, 2005

Kimmy and the birthday queen!

This is me and my good friend Ray. I am the one who is NOT wearing the tiara.

Ray turned 50 this past week, so to celebrate, he threw a party. A huge party.
I don't think my own wedding reception was that involved...but it was what he wanted, and whatever Ray wants, Ray gets.
It was a great party, with 150+ of his closest friends.....he sat on his throne and greeted them as they entered the party, and cut his cake with a sword...

I am very lucky to have him in my life, as he is one of the most original real people i have ever met. Once you meet him you won't ever forget him. And he is 50...but like a fine wine, he improves with age....and you can't beat having a friend who owns his own tiara..and who would let you borrow it if you asked!


Happy Birthday Ray!
You know I love ya!


PS..and yes he does look slightly like Sir Elton..he gets that all of the time!


Kimmy and the birthday queen!
Originally uploaded by rileymom.

November 10, 2005

Grandpa Gilles

I am working tomorrow, so i am posting my Remembrance Day post today..... LEST WE FORGET


11th Month.........11th Day.............11th Hour

As i was growing up, we would often ask my grandfather what it was like to have been in the war. He would very rarely answer, although once in a while he would tell us about time spent in Italy or France...mostly about the trouble he would get into at the Private's mess.
But there was one story that he told us that stuck in my mind.
I will never forget the feeling i had in the pit of my stomach as he told us about the day that he lost his friend.
The two of them had been sitting down, enjoying a break in the cross fire that made up most of their days. They had been reading. It became very quiet, and Grandpa heard a strange noise.
He turned to ask his friend what it was, but his friend was no longer there.
The body was, but the bullet that had embedded itself into the man's skull had made sure that there would be no more reading or talks for the two friends ever again.

This happened while they were sitting together....beside one another.
It could have been him.

Now i like to believe that my grandfather was spared because he still had things to do....become a father to my mother for example..and ultimately become my grandpa.....But the truth of the matter is that war knows no boundaries.
It does not care who you are, and the fact that it was not my grandfather who died that day was just luck.
It is the same luck that kept my Father-in-law alive while other members of his family perished in Coventry.
The same luck that saw his twin brother shot down instead of him.
The same luck that helped keep him alive while he was in a POW camp in Burma.

These are the men that i come from.
One by blood and one by..well..luck

I think i am a pretty lucky woman.

Thank-you Grandpa
Thank-you Papa

Remembrance Day

Sitting amidst the noise
the silence frightens
Shouts followed by silence
A book flutters to the ground
words fall from the page
covered in blood
as
the noise begins again.

He was someone's brother
someone's son
someone's friend
And on that day
he was thrown away
tossed like the book that fell from his hands
as the bullet met his skull

But he never moved

When Henry found him he was still sitting
hands outstretched like he was still holding that book
the book that had fallen to the ground

covered in blood

as the noises began again.


kimby 2005


Grandpa Gilles
Originally uploaded by rileymom.

November 09, 2005

Last week my Mom want

Last week my Mom want in for some dental surgery, which turned out to be anything but routine. When removing a tooth, the dentist found a tumour the size of a cherry tomato in her nasal cavity. The tumour has been removed and we are waiting for the pathology results. She is now noticing little things that she had just learned to live with, which we now know were caused by the tumour. She is really enjoying not having sinus pressure all of the time, not having what she thought was allergy type symptoms (but only on one side of her face). The hardest part is waiting for the lab work.....she joked with the doctor and said she should have just brought it back to her own lab....pathology on animals doesn't seem to take as long......

The cold that i have been fighting seems to be coming back...AGAIN.......What a pain.....I cannot go and get my Flu shot until my cold is gone, and i need to have one done for work. On top of that, we are just passing it around the house. Bug is home today, feeling "icky" ( her words), so its a day of juice and cartoons. Not a bad way to spend the day where the sun is nowhere to be seen, and rain is falling all around us.

Certainly doesn't feel like November...and it doesn't feel like only.....

46
days until Christmas!!!!!!!

November 08, 2005

Last night I was watching

Last night I was watching our City Council meeting, while chatting with some friends online. We were all watching the same meeting, as there were some issues that were important to us ( why weren't we at the actual meeting you ask...I was under the assumptions that it was a closed camera meeting, and there was no way that I could have taken Bug down there she would have never sat still..SO at least we got to see it on TV). Now I don't know what your city Councils are like, but ours here are notorious for being slow moving. r-e-a-l-l-y s-l-o-w They are still arguing over a new arena, which was on the agenda when I moved here in 1987. Get the idea?

SO imagine my surprise when they actually flew through the presentation from 5 different Charity Representatives. None of whom seemed to have the balls or the determination to stand up for what any of their own charity members wanted. Yep it was the largest display of boot licking that I have seen in a long time. And as I chatted with my fellow viewers, the anger flowed from our fingers....Yes we understand that the gaming industry here in our city needs to be re-evaluated. Yes there are many issues causing the decrease in revenue that is now being shared by the local charities here. But I fail to understand how eliminating the volunteers and going to paid staffing provided by the Halls will help revenue. We have 9 halls here in our city. They are all going to be switching to paid staffing, which is going to cost money ( not to mention the fact that 2 of the halls are unionized halls to we aren't talking minimum wage jobs here...). Their pay is going to have to come from somewhere. Factor in that the revenue split that used to be 60/40 (the charity receiving 60%), will now be 45/55, and certain expenses coming right off the top.....
To me this does not sound like a way to increase cash flow for the charities of our city who are already dealing with donations that are down due to the large amount of world disasters this year, as well as the ever decreasing support from our governments ( at all three levels). It does however sound like a great way for the Hall owners to line their pockets with extra cash.
Yes I know that they have the right to make a living...But remember I used to work for them....13 years...And bad business decisions on their part should not constitute an emergency on our part. Renovate a hall.....sure......BUT rebuild 2 new halls in different buildings, when there was nothing wrong with the old buildings? Millions of dollars spent...and for what?
One of those halls is only open now on the weekends....a victim of 9/11 and that counties no smoking bylaw.
Sorry I am rambling.....

SO our slow moving council after only a few questions, quickly gave the go-a-head to the city licensing department to forward the proposal to the AGCO ( Alcohol and Gaming Commission of Ontario).
So now we wait.
I would like to think that our slow moving government will not act quickly on this...but I think I would be wrong.
So now many of the people that I know will be out of work....many of the charity volunteers who use the bingos to work off payment for services provided by many of these charities will now have to find other means of paying for things like counseling. Parents will be paying full registration for baseball and skating, since they won't be able to work off registering their children ( have you seen what it costs to have a child play an organized sport lately?)

Things they are a changing.........
Maybe they could hire all of the misplaced volunteers to help build this new arena they keep talking about. I am sure that they will get around to building one someday....


In other news, election rumours are flying...it is just a matter of when....remember that it is your right to have your voice heard. If you don't like the way things are going, then speak up.
Sometimes it works.
Sometimes it doesn't.
But at least you will know that you tried.

November 02, 2005

SO all of my grand

SO all of my grand plans yesterday were way-laid with Munch coming home at 10:30am. He was suffering from a migraine and so he spent the day pretty much in bed. Tis the season for him. Bug and i took a trip to the police station to pick up my police clearance for work, and we did a little shopping. I have just come home from working 1am-9am, and have to go back in at 4pm till 9:30 tomorrow morning ( by choice). Would love to nap, but i think that it'll just be little cat naps for me today. At least i can go to bed with dreams of shopping...i actually won last night ( at bingo) before i started work ( i won $100.00 US and a whopping $9 Canadian). I have to find something to wear for my good friend Ray's 50th birthday bash. The downfall to getting healthy is that your clothes don't fit anymore..

Off to catch a few winks before i pick up Bug at the bus!
Enjoy your day!

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